Nighttime dreams

Time and time again something happens. I love humans and humanity and at the same time society is not my friend. I am just the way I am. Weird, awkward, aloof, distanced and so much more. But one thing is for sure. I will never in my life change.

I know myself and I know it very well that I come across as very aloof and distanced. Maybe even unlikeable for them. These people here are quick to judge and to react. That is ingrained in them. They love to bad-mouth other people or gossip about people. I come in and don’t greet, don’t make eye contact, seem distanced and I am only in my world. I am socially awkward and scared of the world. But that is just the surface of me. I am so much more than that.

People who know me and who I have a deep relationship know the full me. It is not a safety measure that I am like that on a surface level. I am just who I am. When you know the real me, you will see how much I care for you and your well-being. I am interested in every single bit of you from your childhood to your life right now in this moment of time. Our story is brand new. I will try to release your pain and your help you when you feel drained. At the same time I will be your biggest supporter in every thing you want to achieve in this beautiful life. I am always awaiting you with open arms. We can talk about anything. I will make you valued and appreciated in this life because you deserve it. We are destined for it and we will find our bravery. I will fight for you until my last breath.